Wednesday, March 31, 2010

What Is Your Cervical Mucus Like Just

life serves me I can not trust your words.

beginning to doubt if what you feel for me is real or am I just imagining.

I know. . . All this time I've been playing with your feelings and there is no minute of the day that I regret. Now I realize what I care, what you need and how much I like you. I would even say I love you. The sad thing is that I always have liked but I was so afraid to be with you I wanted to avoid all ways.

feel jealous of her. I feel I can never live up to them, never look at me as you look at it. That never makes you feel what she felt. Although your words I promise that you've forgotten, and now only have eyes for me.

I was the first. What matters is what made you feel at that moment you posaste your eyes on me but .... What now? Everything has changed. You've changed. I do not say what you feel, I do not throw hints where I do the fool. There are no more icons of kisses or hearts. Now you are cold as stone. And that troubles me.

'm unsure ... but give me reasons not prove anything. And I can not trust your little words. I need something, however small to make me believe that it is true, and have always been within you.

often cry. Not to have you. Living in a foreign reality of my dreams. And while you make me laugh so hard ... I'm so happy when I talk about yourself and your life. I would like to belong to it. Let me be your life. As long as you are mine.

This is killing me.
wish I could die for love. Ojala
all day was not thinking about you and needing you.


Me wonder when it will break the shell that surrounds you ...
and we melt into flavored kisses burning love.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Red Bumps Back Throat

wish I could throw my mistakes as alcoholism vomits on a night of madness (II)

want to be the sole owner of your mouth.

was shattered that night, drowning in my tears and broken hopes. Was wrong, had hurt people I care about at that time and saw no way to fix it. In tiredness and the effects of alcohol to sleep and dream to achieve what should have happened in reality ...
was in the same place that night. Same place and same people. We went to say goodbye when the guy who had me before I was busy.

- We'll make you enjoy ...
- Not ...
- Hey dude! do not see that does not want "That was it ... nothing had seemed angry. Push my pickup and drop-let's go do it.

then takes my hand and leads me forward. I let go and walk around, while rub until finally manage to touch and hold. They are so sweet and so fragile. They touch, caress and feel. Then I can not take anymore dead stop me and kiss you. A kiss that knows so much love ... waiting so long, so long dreaming. But it is true it all remains a dream.







What did you do when you heard? I have forgiven. So easy. I let you down a bit but only slightly. We are even better than before. We are going to be. Wednesday. I told you so. I'll go but I have not forgiven myself and if I'm going is because I need you to hold me. I need to hear your voice. I need you near me. I need you. And to feel once and for all if you feel the same as me. Podernos give the order our most anticipated kiss. Cause baby I want to be the sole owner of your mouth.